Come ye sinners, poor and needy, bruised and broken by the fall
Jesus ready stands to save you, full of pardoning love for all
He is able, He is able – He is willing, doubt no more
He is able, He is able – He is willing, doubt no more
I had grand plans for Lent this year: perhaps giving up Facebook, or even all social media as my friend Laura did for the month of March. I heard about friends giving up cheese, ice cream, alcohol. I finally decided to give up hitting the candy jar at work, because it seemed like a challenge I could handle.
I pulled out a book of Lenten readings, intending to read one piece each morning as I often do during Advent. Eight days in, I closed the book and never reopened it. The readings did not speak to my tired soul.
Come ye weary, heavy laden, weak and wounded, sick and sore
Jesus ready stands to save you, full of pity, love and power
He is able, He is able – He is willing, doubt no more
He is able, He is able – He is willing, doubt no more
Every Thursday night, my husband and I sit down after dinner to plan Sunday’s worship service. We are half of a part-time ministry team that keeps things running for our small, scattered church body of 50 or so people. We organize potlucks, wash dishes and communion trays, send out weekly email messages, print service bulletins. It is important work, but it is also deeply mundane. By Thursday night we are often tired, frustrated, not particularly excited about shaping a coherent service out of this week’s lectionary readings or the emphasis of the current church season.
This Lent has reminded me of my own brokenness, not in dramatic fashion but in the small trials of each day. I hit the snooze button almost every morning, despite my attempts to kick the habit. I snap at my husband when he gets home late yet again, after another evening of the therapy work he loves. I sleep in and skip yoga; I neglect my long-distance friends. I resent being asked to do the same humdrum tasks, at home and at work, over and over again. I fail. I am weak and wounded, sick and sore.
We are still nearly two weeks away from Easter, and while joy is on the horizon, it hasn’t quite arrived yet. Even after Easter, the petty frustrations and the larger hurts will remain. We live in a flawed and beautiful world, caught between blessed assurance and the stark reality of a creation that groans. But we still sing the words of salvation and new life, not because they always reflect our present reality but because they embody the hope we are holding onto.
Saints and angels join in concert, sing the praises of the Lamb
While the blissful courts of heaven sweetly echo with His Name
Hallelujah, hallelujah – here we now His love proclaim
Hallelujah, hallelujah – here we now His love proclaim
We include different words in our order of service every week: Bible readings, poems, always the Lord’s Prayer. We do our best to vary the hymns, so people don’t get bored. But during this Lent, this song – especially the second verse – is the only song I have wanted to sing.
“Come Ye Sinners, Poor and Needy” arranged by the ZOE Group, after Joseph Hart’s original hymn
Thanks, Katie. That song was balm for me this morning.
Wow. I can so relate to this post! I hadn’t heard that arrangement of Come Ye Sinners before. Thanks for posting this one. FWIW, I’ve been having many similar thoughts and finding much comfort through the words of another old hymn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KZdRhf85x0 May your hope continue to be steadfast. Blessings to you.
How deeply you touched me as I sit reading this post this afternoon. Thank you, Katie. Echoing Felicity’s comment above, it has been a balm for my soul, and such a soulful, beautiful rendition of Come Ye Sinners . . . by Zoe.
It really has to be partly the long winter that has done this to us. I know the feeling you describe here so well. This is the post I could basically write every single Monday. I am terrible at Mondays. Spring is almost here; it’s so close now. I know we can hang on for it. Especially when we bring our weary souls to the one who can actually help. Love this post – so honest, beautiful, vulnerable, and brave.
Katie, Sounds like the blues from a spring that won’t spring! I felt the same way last year. Strangely, this year hasn’t been as bad and the only difference is that I’ve been taking 2000 units of vitamin D every day. Just a thought.
Mostly though I wanted to thank you for the song. It brought me back to the hymns I remember as a child. And I’d never heard of Zoe Group. Amazing. Thanks.
So true! Every year I have such high hopes for Lent. And every year I am reminded that I fall short, and that I am human, and that doing good and being kind is hard work. I think that’s the beauty of the church seasons; the little reminders of how to grow and think outside ourselves as the cycles of church and home life rotate.