Back in January, I decided my one little word for 2017 would be magic.
I’d had a year that required a lot of gumption (my word for 2016), and I wanted something a little lighter, more whimsical, for 2017. Between the headlines (which are constantly crazy-making), the months-long adjustment to a wonderful but demanding new job, and the annual challenges of winter in New England, I knew I could use some magic.
We’re (slightly over) halfway through 2017, and I found myself thinking about my word the other day. More accurately, I found myself wondering: is magic really the word for this year?
Let’s be honest: 2017 has not been an easy road, so far. It has contained a lot of beauty – flowers and good books, long walks with friends, many lifesaving encounters at Darwin’s and elsewhere – but it has also brought new and ongoing challenges. It has, in short, required a lot of grit.
Grit is a popular word in higher ed circles right now, and a favorite word of Drew Gilpin Faust, the president of Harvard (where I work). I tend to think of it in both the verb and noun forms: grit as in gritting your teeth and hanging on, and grit as in the humble but honest dirt that collects in the floorboards of a house, or gives something the texture needed to grip it.
This year has contained a lot of both kinds of grit. I’ve had to wrestle with even the good gifts, and summon all my courage to get through even the beautiful days.
At the end of her lovely memoir, Roots and Sky, my friend Christie Purifoy writes about late-summer chaos: a gust of wind scattering the kids’ chore charts, a stray elbow sending a jar of gold star stickers all over the kitchen floor. “I intended them to march in rows across our charts, but now they sparkle among the dust bunnies,” she writes. “When [my son] Beau suddenly runs through the screen door, gold stars shine from the bottoms of his dirty feet.”
That image keeps coming back to me: it seems to perfectly capture the interplay of magic and grit. They are present, side by side, in unexpected places. They are frustrating and undeniably real, glorious and utterly ordinary. They both stick to the soles of my feet and insist on their place in the story of this year. So I am letting them both in, as I walk through these long, full summer days.
We’re moving again at the end of the month, to a different apartment in the next town over. More change is on the horizon: at work, at church, in other areas. I have no doubt all of these changes will require more grit. But – I hope and am trying to believe – they’ll also contain magic. At least, they will if I have anything to say about it.
The answer to my original question, it turns out, is “yes, and.” Magic is definitely present in this year, and so is grit. I can’t separate them, and it turns out I don’t really need to. Because they are both necessary, and both – sometimes to my surprise – life-giving.
Are you following a word (or more than one) this year? How’s it going? I’d love to hear.
Oh my, lots of change. That can be hard, but I hope the move (and the other changes!) go well for you, and bring in their own magic.
Thank you, Helena!
I love this so much. Magic and grit. Goodness, those words describe my life so well right now. Reading your words, I feel more grateful, but I also feel like I should be easier on myself. So, thank you.
Thank you, dear. And yes, being kind to ourselves is such an important part of all this. (And it’s so hard!)
A lovely post. I’m a long time reader. I love to hear your stories and day to day accounts of life. You often write what I am thinking and trying to put into words, but my words stay in my head or sometimes in a journal. I have needed a lot of grit this year as we sell our house and look to buy another home. Lots of ups and downs. I would love to meet you one day and chat about books while we knit and drink tea 😊. I have been wanting to read Roots and Sky and there it was in your post today. The world just got a little smaller. Thank you for sharing.
I’d love to meet you too, Stephanie. Nice to see you here again! And oh, yes, moving requires so much grit. Thanks for your kind words.
“Strength” is what I need! http://thismomgrowsup.blogspot.com/2017/01/strength-and-creativity-in-my-blue-haven.html
Love that!
My 3 words were: hustle, grit, persevere. So far I have been doing all three. My new years resolution of working out, learning something new and reading for at least 10 minutes a day from any of the 20 books I have so far been a 75% success. Which is something that shocked me given the circumstances.
That’s amazing! Big congrats to you.
Praying for some magical sparkles in the grit of moving and change for you.
Thank you, dear Kathy.